Awakening Archives - GOOD AND EVIL

September 5, 2026September 5, 2026

TRAUMATIC EVENTS AN OPPORTUNITY TO AWAKEN

Traumatic events experienced in life provides an opportunity to awaken spiritually. Usually, the shock of an event creates fear and panic because of the unknown as to how your life will be affected. Serious events, such as a major accident or illness suddenly turns your life into a turmoil that breeds anxiety, fear and depression. The attitude that you develop after an event is critical as to what will manifest further into your life.

My Current Experience

Throughout our daily routine we go about our day business as usual. We become set in our routine unsuspecting that something dramatic will occur altering the course of our lives. Other than my regular disability issues, I had no concern for any other major issues. I went about my life as usual. On August 23rd, 2026, while getting out of the car I discovered I could not walk and d my muscles would not move. At the hospital I learned that I suffered a stroke.

Panic and fear quickly overcame me. Thoughts running wild in my head, such as, will I be an invalid, or a burden to my wife? After initial fear and panic passed, I began to think about all that I have learned from the positive and negative experiences in my life and how my life and attitude changed for the better. Initially I said to myself what is this experience trying to teach me? We often fail to see that every life event has a purpose or a lesson as set forth within your Soul life plan that was determined before your incarnation into this life.

There are specific goals, mission and experiences that are written into your soul plan that must occur in this lifetime. However, how you respond to the situation as a co-creator determines how the event will play out. If you embellish thought and emotions that generate fear, anger and a doom and gloom attitude, you will create a catastrophic outcome, and your life will be very miserable.

For me I saw this as a challenge interrupting the flow of my life compared to what my Spirit Guide led me to believe was forthcoming for me. It was a huge bump in the road that threw me into a state of doubt. However, I realized that this was a test and a lesson as well.

At the hospital I learned some positive information. One, there were no cerebral blood clots, no artery blockages just some narrowing of two. I saw the positive in this. Within two days I was able to move my left arm upwards as muscle movement returned on its own. These first positive steps gave hope leading to my determination to heal and get back to life. In few days the doctor was surprised that the motion in my legs became stronger. This boosted my resolve to work hard at therapy to be healed.

Lessons learned

Lessons learned were many and varied. I learn to trust that these events serve a purpose. That major traumatic events are part of your Soul life plan, and part of its purpose is to awaken one further on the spiritual path of growth. So, often we have the ability to do things automatically and without any thought or consideration as to its value. Being able to walk to the bathroom without depending on the help of another is something to appreciate and be grateful. The appreciation and gratitude for the ability to feed yourself without depending on another. Bathing, grooming and the list goes on. Little things we never have shown or felt appreciation for.

While I am in physical rehabilitation, I am aware of those whose difficulties are far worse than mine. This event has expanded my sense of grateful appreciation for others as well as for the tiny things in life we take for granted. My sense of empathy for others has expanded as well. However, my biggest bonus learned is the comfort of love that expands with family and friends. This event has shown a deepening of the love felt between my wife and I.

The bottom line is that it is easy to fall into the dark pit of negativity during a crisis. With determination look for the positive in the event. There is always a positive as I mentioned early with the no clotting. I know that my grateful and positive mindset is the result of rapid muscles improvement. Two days ago, I could not type with my left hand. It’s a miracle in my book. My hope that this experience can be an example to never give up and to continue appreciating all things big and small as you move forward in overcoming all challenges

August 20, 2026September 17, 2026

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH: WAKE UP!

When the going gets tough for many the attitude shifts to giving up. We function by simply going through the motions and remain in a default state of rinse and repeat. Nothing changes for the better. In many situations things become worse and we then fall into the trap of giving up, we become angry, emotionally exhausted and our behavior becomes eradicate. We lose full control of our lives as we spiral downwards into a dark state of depression. Once we hit that state, we are at the mercy of those dark spiritual entities that feed off the dark energy we put out into our lives.

These entities, archons, demons, or whatever your culture and belief system call them vibrate at a low frequency equal to what you are putting out. They then have access to your thoughts, feeding you false thoughts of fear, doubt, and unworthiness telepathically. You are then caught in a magnetic web of negative, dark or evil energy that continues to grow. As it grows you reach a point in your life where you explode, go off the deep end and do something that destroys your life and those you love.

Destructive behavior such as self-abuse, abuse of your children or spouse. Or giving up in a manner where you abandon, job, family and the world, hitting the streets, homeless, wandering about barely surviving. For others they turn to alcohol and drugs attempting in vain to drown their pain. Then there is the ultimate thought or act of suicide.

LOVE AND LIGHT

Despite the fact that you have free will to choose your actions, love and light of your Divine Father and mother are working attempting to break the grip of the dark that binds you. In my own example, exhausted, I fell asleep and upon awakening, I began rehashing it all in my mind. However, there existed a nagging feeling, of sadness that my desire for a meaningful productive life would not come to be. I cried, because I wanted more from life, the realization hit me, my desire for more outweighed ending my life.

At that time in my life, I was not religious, while I did a great deal of searching, reading spiritual books, self-help, and blogs I allowed my pain to interfere and did nothing with any of the knowledge that came my way. I remained in a default state of darkness. Either way I called out in tears to Jesus, stating that I am unworthy based on my past. That I fear God for that reason and from what religion has taught me. Yet I see folks going through life happy and content with their relationship with God. I asked how one can relate to a being that is unseen? I expressed my desire to have a productive life, and that I wished to serve others in a loving and compassionate way.

DETERMINATION DESIRE AND WILLPOWER

Everyone’s suffering is different. The bottom line is your determination, desire and willpower to come to the forefront during a time of crisis. When you become desperate take a second, reevaluate what you truly desired for your life. Ask in earnest and you will receive. Perhaps in ways you would never imagine. Wake up, to the truth that has been withheld from humanity. You are not a sinner; you are not what religion or the systems of the world lead you to be.

You my dear friends are a divine expression of God manifested in physical form in order to experience life so that it can realize, know all that it can be. You are unique, you possess your own personality, likes, dislikes, and preferences. You have free will along with the gifts of creative thoughts based on your intentions. Your will is God’s will; it cannot be any other way. Your caveat is to do no harm. Humans make mistakes, these are errors, not sin. You have the ability to create your life from the foundation of who you are. A life built on love, kindness, compassion, acceptance and of service to others. Or a life of negativity, pain and darkness.

Once you are awake to the truth, and learn how to create life according to the power and control of your thoughts, intentions, emotions and actions you will feel confident, stable and worthy of all that is loving and good. Yes, obstacles will continue along your path, but you will be in a position to roll over them and maintain a blessed life as it was meant for you.

Your soul chose to have this life, to experience specific events. Those negative are meant for you to overcome to work through and continue onward. Polarity and duality, positive and negative energies accumulate based on what we create. It is the only way that God an infinite field of consciousness, awareness can experience and know all that can be or not be. It cannot understand abundance without knowing lack or limitations. You have the gift as a Co-Creator, with your divine parents. Unfortunately, those who seek to control mankind, have sought to dumb us down since the very beginning.

This blog is meant for me to share with you what I have experienced and learned in hopes that it can minimize the struggle of others. I sincerely welcome any questions or comments.

LACK AND LIMITATIONS: FEELING HOPELESS TRAUMATIC EVENTS AN OPPORTUNITY TO AWAKEN

July 15, 2026July 16, 2026

HOW TO CHANGE THE WORLD?

How to change the world? Now that is the million-dollar question. Most often in life, the solution to a problem is so simple, yet very difficult to do. The action required to correct a situation may be ignored because of pent-up emotions or false beliefs. People believe and behave based on how they see themselves and the world they live in. Our beliefs and perceptions are shaped by influences acquired since childhood. Our parents, schools, religions, government, and the news media all had a hand in the shaping of our character.

As a result, the world remains divided and chaotic. The cultural, political, religious, and economic differences of those around the world create distrust, anger, hatred, animosity, and prejudice. All negative and dark events are a result of human behavior born of these differences. How we respond to these differences generates the state of the World.

HATRED

Hatred is the cause of our current state of affairs, along with greed, corruption, and a lust for power. Hating one government because you despise its behavior is not justification for hating the people of that country. In many situations, the people have little say in what their governments say or do. All are attempting to live better lives and face similar hardships, or worse. Everyone has the same needs: to be loved, accepted, to have food, shelter, and health care. As individuals, we are all in the same boat, meaning we are in the same situation in life. We might dress differently, eat different foods, and have different beliefs and opinions.

Despite these differences, we as humans are all the same. Hatred, regardless of how it comes about or where it comes from, is pure evil. It generates destructive dark energy that accumulates and spreads outward throughout the world, creating chaotic events. Hatred is the absence of love and is not of God our Creator and not of us as individual expressions of God.

BE THE CHANGE

You, as an individual, must be the change. Change is a gradual process, and it is now occurring as a result of individual awakening to the truth of their divinity and living life accordingly. This change is an increase in positive energy; its creation has generated tension in its push to balance that of negativity. It is what is referred to as the battle between good and evil.

The insanity of world events is chaotic to say the least. Those who control our systems and way of life are pushing back against the positive forces in a desperate attempt to maintain control. However, many souls who have incarnated since the year two thousand carry an energy and life mission that is assisting the Spiritual Shift we are experiencing now. What is taking place now will advance events to free us all so that we can live without interference from controlling forces.

You can be the change that carries mankind into a future of love and light. All change is a result of individual action. Every thought, intention, belief, and choice made that is put into action has a cumulative creative effect. Live a full life, free from anger, hatred, bitterness, and all that goes with it. Treat others as you wish to be treated. We are all expressions of the one same Creator with the mission to awaken to our true selves and to live from that truth.

When someone treats you with ill will, do not respond with anger. Doing so creates more of the same in your life and cumulatively in the world. Simply bless the person and move on with your life. They are the way they are, and only they can bring change into their life. You are responsible for yourself. Peace and harmony can only come from within.

You must teach your children to be loving through your actions. Instruct them to be caring and kind to others who appear different, either physically or by skin color. All persons desire to live a life of health, wealth, and happiness. Love is the primary means for creating change that benefits the whole of humanity, and we should desire to do no harm.

As a divine expression of our loving Creator, we are loving beings of light. Remembering who we are and where we came from allows us to live from the foundation of love and be the change that is desperately needed in this world.

May 8, 2026May 13, 2026

Error Or Sin

Many of you have been raised within a religious background. My perception of life, religion, and spirituality was molded by the Catholic Church’s dogma and doctrine. Resulting in a fear of God. It became ingrained within me that I was a sinner, and my punishment would be severe and eternal. Over the years, growing up, all of this had a negative impact on my feelings of self-worth.

As a young adult onward, much of what I was taught created questions that nagged me constantly. In the Bible, there were blood sacrifices. Supposedly, God spoke about warring with the Philistines, stating to kill every man, woman, child, and animals as well. A great deal of killing all in the name of God. Yet Jesus taught that we are children of God, all are worthy, and we are loved unconditionally. These teachings and others are contradictions. If I am a child of God, that makes God my divine spiritual parent. So how can a loving God/parent condemn me to hell or purgatory upon our death? Another thought that frustrated me, was the statement that God loves me unconditionally. Unconditional love has no limitations, no conditions, so what’s up with that? A God that kills thousands of its children, a God that loves unconditionally, these thoughts continued to work within my mind, but no logical answers would come.

Free Will

It is a truth that we all possess free will. So, if that is true, why, if we did something that we perceive as bad make us sinners? Would not that simply mean we made an error, a mistake in judgment? The answer to this question lies in the knowledge of why we were created and why we are here. Before that knowledge can be revealed, there are other facts to be considered. One, is that we are Spiritual beings, having a human experience. We are not our bodies; we are spiritual, non-physical energy that vibrates at a specific frequency attached to what appears as a physical body. We are what religion refers to as our Soul. The part that connects us to our divine Mother and Father.

All That Is

Nothing in all of creation can exist outside of All that Is, our Creator. our divine Mother and Father, Source, God, or whatever one refers to All that Is, all that can ever be, the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. And everything in between. We are all one together as the whole of creation. We are an extension of All that Is with our individual Ego identity manifested in the physical to experience for God so that they may know themselves, via all possibilities and probabilities, and that they may experience lack, limitations, and the sense of separation veiled by the Ego. Our purpose is to remember who we are and as to where we came from. And to live life from the foundation of our divine being. However, we have been denied this truth for millennia by those who wish to control mankind.

Religion

Religions of various faiths keep us separated by a man-made belief system that withholds the truth about who we are. If the majority of mankind knew and accepted who they truly are there would be no need for religion. The Roman Catholic Church falsely used the death of Jesus to create a belief that he died for our sins and that our salvation lies within the church. Jesus did not come to save us for our sins, but to awaken us to our true identity. He was fully enlightened, awake to his true self. He was crucified because what he truly taught that much was hidden from us, and was a threat to the existence of organized religion.

Sin

The words ” sin and sinner allows us to feel guilty. It keeps u down, creating a sense of unworthiness. It creates a feeling of inferiority and a dependency on religious intermediaries for our salvation. An aspect of All that Is, God does not require salvation in this manner. Your awakening is your true salvation. Live your life with the caveat of do no harm. Errors will happen; it is all part of living life in duality. Make Jesus your role model, live as he lived and taught. He loved everyone, regardless of race, creed, or cultural differences.