When the going gets tough for many the attitude shifts to giving up. We function by simply going through the motions and remain in a default state of rinse and repeat. Nothing changes for the better. In many situations things become worse and we then fall into the trap of giving up, we become angry, emotionally exhausted and our behavior becomes eradicate. We lose full control of our lives as we spiral downwards into a dark state of depression. Once we hit that state, we are at the mercy of those dark spiritual entities that feed off the dark energy we put out into our lives.
These entities, archons, demons, or whatever your culture and belief system call them vibrate at a low frequency equal to what you are putting out. They then have access to your thoughts, feeding you false thoughts of fear, doubt, and unworthiness telepathically. You are then caught in a magnetic web of negative, dark or evil energy that continues to grow. As it grows you reach a point in your life where you explode, go off the deep end and do something that destroys your life and those you love.
Destructive behavior such as self-abuse, abuse of your children or spouse. Or giving up in a manner where you abandon, job, family and the world, hitting the streets, homeless, wandering about barely surviving. For others they turn to alcohol and drugs attempting in vain to drown their pain. Then there is the ultimate thought or act of suicide.
LOVE AND LIGHT
Despite the fact that you have free will to choose your actions, love and light of your Divine Father and mother are working attempting to break the grip of the dark that binds you. In my own example, exhausted, I fell asleep and upon awakening, I began rehashing it all in my mind. However, there existed a nagging feeling, of sadness that my desire for a meaningful productive life would not come to be. I cried, because I wanted more from life, the realization hit me, my desire for more outweighed ending my life.
At that time in my life, I was not religious, while I did a great deal of searching, reading spiritual books, self-help, and blogs I allowed my pain to interfere and did nothing with any of the knowledge that came my way. I remained in a default state of darkness. Either way I called out in tears to Jesus, stating that I am unworthy based on my past. That I fear God for that reason and from what religion has taught me. Yet I see folks going through life happy and content with their relationship with God. I asked how one can relate to a being that is unseen? I expressed my desire to have a productive life, and that I wished to serve others in a loving and compassionate way.
DETERMINATION DESIRE AND WILLPOWER
Everyone’s suffering is different. The bottom line is your determination, desire and willpower to come to the forefront during a time of crisis. When you become desperate take a second, reevaluate what you truly desired for your life. Ask in earnest and you will receive. Perhaps in ways you would never imagine. Wake up, to the truth that has been withheld from humanity. You are not a sinner; you are not what religion or the systems of the world lead you to be.
You my dear friends are a divine expression of God manifested in physical form in order to experience life so that it can realize, know all that it can be. You are unique, you possess your own personality, likes, dislikes, and preferences. You have free will along with the gifts of creative thoughts based on your intentions. Your will is God’s will; it cannot be any other way. Your caveat is to do no harm. Humans make mistakes, these are errors, not sin. You have the ability to create your life from the foundation of who you are. A life built on love, kindness, compassion, acceptance and of service to others. Or a life of negativity, pain and darkness.
Once you are awake to the truth, and learn how to create life according to the power and control of your thoughts, intentions, emotions and actions you will feel confident, stable and worthy of all that is loving and good. Yes, obstacles will continue along your path, but you will be in a position to roll over them and maintain a blessed life as it was meant for you.
Your soul chose to have this life, to experience specific events. Those negative are meant for you to overcome to work through and continue onward. Polarity and duality, positive and negative energies accumulate based on what we create. It is the only way that God an infinite field of consciousness, awareness can experience and know all that can be or not be. It cannot understand abundance without knowing lack or limitations. You have the gift as a Co-Creator, with your divine parents. Unfortunately, those who seek to control mankind, have sought to dumb us down since the very beginning.
This blog is meant for me to share with you what I have experienced and learned in hopes that it can minimize the struggle of others. I sincerely welcome any questions or comments.