Escape The Darkness of Life

The ability to escape the darkness of life has been a yoke around the neck of man since birth. Our lives from birth is as varied as the billions of individuals existing on this planet. We have been divided and separated by geography, culture, language, religion, and belief systems. Our perception of the world and the people around us has been influenced by all the above. Our parents, teachers, religious leaders, and those in government influenced how we perceived our faith or lack of it. They shaped our beliefs based on what we were taught in school, in church, and by the rules of society and government.

We accepted what we learned from our family, as there was no reason not to. Our parents were passing on what they had learned and believed to be correct. Unfortunately, some of us grew up in unstable homes. And what was experienced as life was passed on from one generation to the next. Yet many who come from loving homes can develop a feeling that something in life is lacking. They attempt to resolve this feeling of inadequacy through improper behavior. One can come from a loving home and perceive that they are unloved or unworthy.

There are many reasons for someone to feel bitter, angry, and hateful about how life has treated them as a child. Over time, these negative emotions fester and feed your thoughts, making your life extremely miserable. Ironically, some folks may perceive a minor life event negatively. The event will replay chronically in their mind, consuming their daily life. Creating and experiencing life in this way is not what our divine parents intended for their children.

What we must learn to remember is that we are Spiritual beings having a physical experience. We, our souls are an aspect of our divine parents manifested into the physical. We were given our own identity and God’s Free will to co-create life according to our desires. We exist so that God can discover all probabilities and possibilities within experiences, so that they can know themselves. God is not a physical form, but a vast field of energy, intelligent, conscious, and aware of itself. However, how can one know themselves without experiencing contrast, opposites, with no points of reference?

We are all extensions of this field, individualized with our own sense of identity, talents, characteristics, and emotional sensitivity. Our world is one of duality, opposites, and contrast. Everything has an opposite, such as up and down, hot and cold, and what we term good and evil.

However, there is something more important than just experience. It is how we experience life. It is living life from a state of harmony and love with our creator. God is pure love and compassion, we have free will, but with the caveat of do no harm. We are meant to create a full life while overcoming the challenges of darkness. The dark and negative events of life that get in our way. Incarnating into this world of duality results in our forgetting our divine origin. Our primary goal is to awaken to who we are and to live life accordingly.

Escape the Darkness Through Awakening

How does one escape the darkness? Part of the answer lies deep within yourself. Your mind is the builder of your life, your thoughts, words, and actions, fed by your emotions, bring it into reality. Develop a state of gratitude. Repeat to yourself throughout the day what you are thankful for: Dear God, I am thankful for my children, I am thankful for my medicine, I am thankful for my beautiful plants. Do not allow yourself to be distracted by the chaos in the world, by ego pride, or materialism. Do not be concerned with what others may think or say about you. While difficult, accept that it is they who have a problem, ask God to bless, and live your life with confidence as God intends for you.

Spirit Guides

We are not alone in this world. What is known as Spirit Guides, humans who have advanced to the fifth dimension, are part of our support system. Each of us has a primary guide who works energetically by giving us intuitive nudges or urges to follow a specific direction. Sometimes your guide can create an event in your life that appears negative, like losing your job. However, that may be necessary in guiding you to a better position.

Okay, you know you have help. But in many situations, such as this author., You have to hit rock bottom first. A point where pain and desperation is so severe you break down and ultimately call out to Jesus. When you call out to Jesus or God, do so with sincerity, and they will respond. The key is to remain aware and watch for their answers. It is not always a quiet voice in your head. It could be something as simple as words of a song, a message in a show you are watching, or being guided to a book or article. It can also be in a dream, a recurring thought, such as a strong feeling that you need to do something.

Bad Habits

Bad habits will block your progress. Many people are stuck in their misery and have difficulty breaking the chain of feeling like a victim, that the world and God are working against them. Your ego, your false self, feeds you thoughts of fear, doubt, anger, and all that’s negative. When your energy is vibrating at a low frequency of negativity, it only attracts more of the same. Some relish feeling angry; they incorrectly believe that they feel better when they have someone to blame. Blame never solves anything. It only fuels the fires of darkness through the energy of anger, hatred, and fear. Dwelling in pain and sorrow only brings more of the same.

You are a loved divine expression of God. You must fight to alter your thinking to what’s positive in your life. Focus on the little things first. It is normal to fall back to a moment of negativity. But you must respond to it with a feeling of love, or a small positive thought. Doing so minimizes any negative effect.

When you are exhausted, fearful, tired of living in pain, tired of illness, or any struggle that makes you negative. My advice is to find a quiet spot, call upon God or Jesus, talk as if speaking to a friend, tell them how lousy you feel, how bad things are. Ask them for help in letting go of all your troubles. After asking, try to think about one positive thing every day. It could be something as simple as saying, ” Wow, my rose plant is beautiful and pleasant, or my dog loves me unconditionally, I am grateful. Sounds silly, but it opens the door to feeling better when you look for the little positive things. Gratitude, which is sincere, works wonders in one’s life.

Dark Forces

Dark forces exist that feed off the energy that your negativity creates. They also work on you, telepathically placing negative or dark thoughts in your mind. From my experience, dark thoughts that life was worth nothing, as I was a failure. Fearful feelings of aloneness, that I was condemned to hell. I believe that my life was for nothing, that now all I had was old age and physical pain from my disability. Thoughts filled my head that I would be better off dead. But fortunately, something inside me fought back, allowing me to be angry because I wanted something more. I cried because I wanted a life of purpose, utility, and meaning. In desperation, I called out to Jesus, told him all that I felt. How I failed, that I fear God and condemnation because religion made me feel this way. That I desired to know God intimately but did not know how to relate, and that I desired to be of meaningful service.

Well, the answer that saved me mentally and spiritually came in a most unexpected way. I will say it now involves my ability to communicate with my spirit guide late in life.

Error Or Sin

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Many of you have been raised within a religious background. My perception of life, religion, and spirituality was molded by the Catholic Church’s dogma and doctrine. Resulting in a fear of God. It became ingrained within me that I was a sinner, and my punishment would be severe and eternal. Over the years, growing up, all of this had a negative impact on my feelings of self-worth.

As a young adult onward, much of what I was taught created questions that nagged me constantly. In the Bible, there were blood sacrifices. Supposedly, God spoke about warring with the Philistines, stating to kill every man, woman, child, and animals as well. A great deal of killing all in the name of God. Yet Jesus taught that we are children of God, all are worthy, and we are loved unconditionally. These teachings and others are contradictions. If I am a child of God, that makes God my divine spiritual parent. So how can a loving God/parent condemn me to hell or purgatory upon our death? Another thought that frustrated me, was the statement that God loves me unconditionally. Unconditional love has no limitations, no conditions, so what’s up with that? A God that kills thousands of its children, a God that loves unconditionally, these thoughts continued to work within my mind, but no logical answers would come.

Free Will

It is a truth that we all possess free will. So, if that is true, why, if we did something that we perceive as bad make us sinners? Would not that simply mean we made an error, a mistake in judgment? The answer to this question lies in the knowledge of why we were created and why we are here. Before that knowledge can be revealed, there are other facts to be considered. One, is that we are Spiritual beings, having a human experience. We are not our bodies; we are spiritual, non-physical energy that vibrates at a specific frequency attached to what appears as a physical body. We are what religion refers to as our Soul. The part that connects us to our divine Mother and Father.

All That Is

Nothing in all of creation can exist outside of All that Is, our Creator. our divine Mother and Father, Source, God, or whatever one refers to All that Is, all that can ever be, the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. And everything in between. We are all one together as the whole of creation. We are an extension of All that Is with our individual Ego identity manifested in the physical to experience for God so that they may know themselves, via all possibilities and probabilities, and that they may experience lack, limitations, and the sense of separation veiled by the Ego. Our purpose is to remember who we are and as to where we came from. And to live life from the foundation of our divine being. However, we have been denied this truth for millennia by those who wish to control mankind.

Religion

Religions of various faiths keep us separated by a man-made belief system that withholds the truth about who we are. If the majority of mankind knew and accepted who they truly are there would be no need for religion. The Roman Catholic Church falsely used the death of Jesus to create a belief that he died for our sins and that our salvation lies within the church. Jesus did not come to save us for our sins, but to awaken us to our true identity. He was fully enlightened, awake to his true self. He was crucified because what he truly taught that much was hidden from us, and was a threat to the existence of organized religion.

Sin

The words ” sin and sinner allows us to feel guilty. It keeps u down, creating a sense of unworthiness. It creates a feeling of inferiority and a dependency on religious intermediaries for our salvation. An aspect of All that Is, God does not require salvation in this manner. Your awakening is your true salvation. Live your life with the caveat of do no harm. Errors will happen; it is all part of living life in duality. Make Jesus your role model, live as he lived and taught. He loved everyone, regardless of race, creed, or cultural differences.

Effects of Good And Evil

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The current state of mankind is a result of the evolution of the energetic forces of good and evil. When our souls fell from our divine consciousness into the physical realms, they lost their awareness, forgetting who they were. Mankind has been veiled from the knowledge that each individual is a divine aspect, an extension of our Creator Mother and Father, manifested into a physical body with its own ego identity. Our divine Parents desired to know about themselves through physical experience of all that they are capable of being. They desired to experience every nuance of all possibilities and probabilities. In other words, as pure intelligent consciousness, existing in a non-physical form, creation provided the means to know itself. How would one know what is hot or cold and in between if there is no point of reference to provide this knowledge? Experience is the means for acquiring knowledge, wisdom, and growth.

All of creation is an extension, an aspect of our divine parents. Expressing themselves through a variety of physical manifestations. We as extensions of the divine, are Co-creators via our thoughts, intentions, words, and actions. Our emotions fuel them into existence. We are divine beings having a human experience and given Free will to create a life as we desire. Being created in the image and likeness of our divine Mother and Father means that we are a non-physical essence of pure conscious awareness. We all can create our reality and to heal ourselves and others. Jesus has stated, “All that I have done you can do as well.” However, those who control the world and the structured systems that govern our daily lives have, for over a millennium, kept us ignorant of our divine power to control humanity. If we awaken to the truth of our divinity no individual nor government could control.

Spiritual Cycles Of Awakening

Throughout time, there have been various spiritual cycles of awakening where those in search of truth have awakened to who they are and as to their divine origin as a manifestation of our Creator. Since the year two thousand, a spiritual cycle of awakening has begun and will peak in the year twenty thirty 2030.

These Spiritual cycles of awakening raise the vibrational frequency of those involved. The energy of this higher frequency flows outward, affecting lower vibrational beings of evil, creating frustration and chaotic behavior. Evil or dark beings can not handle the higher vibration of love and light around them.

Negative And Evil Entities

Dark, negative, and evil entities for survival feed off human emotions of despair, fear, doubt, and hatred. They exist at a lower vibrational frequency than those who bask in the awareness of their divine origin of love and light. The two energies are incompatible as the energy of Spiritual awakening flushes out that of darkness. As a result, darkness attempts to lash out by creating chaotic events through individuals who are dark, violent, and corrupt.

Christians believe in the heavenly battle between good and evil. But the battle is a bit different than what is taught. It is not a heavenly battle because the duality between good and evil exists solely within physicality in the third and fourth dimensions. Evil can not exist in any dimension above the fourth because its vibrational frequency can not survive in a higher state of love and light.

Awakening

The world may appear to be experiencing darker days than in the past. Much of what is transpiring is a result of the current cycle of a spiritual shift in awareness. The positive higher frequencies of those awakening to their divine self creates an unbearable state of being for those whose lives are infused with fear, doubt, hatred, anger, selfishness, violence, and corruption. Events such as mass shootings are becoming a common occurrence. Gruesome, violent murders of children, spouses, and others are constantly in the headlines. Wars in Gaza, Yemen, Ukraine and Iran fill the news. Then there are the mass killings of Christians in Africa. Add to the mix are warlords and terrorists in Somalia and beyond who create havoc and chaos, filling the lives of victims with the energy of fear and suffering.

Cause and Effect

Everything in creation is energetic, vibrating at a specific frequency. Energy, whether positive or negative, good or evil, has a cause-and-effect relationship with our lives, both individually and collectively. Like energy attracts like. Our thoughts and words are put into action, fueled by our emotions. These energies are creative and manifest within our lives in a positive or negative way. The majority of us create our reality via default.

If our thoughts and emotions are out of alignment with our Divine Parents, such as anger, hatred, jealousy, violence, or destructiveness, the results are evil. The nature of evil (error) comes from and is created within the human self, the false self of our Ego personality. Not from our true self as a divine spark of our Creator. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.

Free Will

We were given the Free Will of our Divine parents to make our own decisions and to choose a life based on our desires. It was not meant for us to abuse it by doing harm to others. When we function from our false self, we make mistakes, not sins, but errors, which is to be expected in our experience to overcome our Ego and the darkness within the world. Free Will does not give us the right to harm another. Remember, cause and effect, what you put forth into the world returns to you in like life experience. If you focus your thoughts and intentions on love, compassion, and service to others, you are living according to the divine being that you truly are.

The ideal way to live, to create reality, is to live according to what Jesus demonstrated to the world through how he lived and what he taught. Love all creation equally, man, woman, and child, regardless of race, religion, culture or social status

Positive change begins individually; we must teach our children to be loving and caring in a cold world. It may be difficult but necessary to ensure that the generations to follow will survive.

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Road sign of good vs evil on stormy background

Breaking Free from Religious Dogma: My Spiritual Awakening

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My spiritual awakening evolved from childhood. Having been raised in a strict catholic family and receiving a catholic education, I often was frustrated and had many questions. However, in the late nineteen-fifties and early sixties, you did not dare to challenge dogma, doctrine, or Church rituals. Since I was eight years old, I could never comprehend how saying a specific prayer multiple times would earn me credit towards my time in purgatory. Over time, I grew fearful as I always believed God was angry with people like me.

Despite my confusion and fear, I decided to enter the seminary for the priesthood. As many of my relatives were nuns, brothers, monks, and priests. Based on family tradition, I felt compelled to do the same and perhaps make a difference. During my first year, I struggled with the teachings as some did not feel logical. When I questioned why the bible stated something that contradicted what the church taught, I was told that the church decided that it should be their interpretation. Eventually, I was advised to contact my parents about leaving the seminary. Unfortunately, I had to return to a catholic school to finish out the year.

ADULTHOOD

In my adult years, I could never understand how one could relate to a supreme spiritual being. As I could not relate to it as I would to another human being, like a wife or child. Over the years, a nagging belief of my being unworthy continued, leading to a false belief of being condemned to hell

My spiritual awakening was a gradual and tedious process, as I entered my mid-thirties and forties, I sought out books on spirituality, etc. I searched and researched all that I could, but I failed to put much of what I learned into practice. Life events continued negatively, one disaster after another. After a serious head-on collision, I believed I was given a wake-up call. But I still could not relate to a loving God because I was taught to fear and continued feeling unworthy.

During the late sixties, I served in the Army and spent time in Vietnam. As a result of my service, I became disabled from Agent Orange chemical exposure. That, coupled with the car accident, made physical activity painful and limited my ability to work. Diabetes, Neuropathy, and Multiple Sclerosis led to exhaustion, pain, and depression. In my early fifties, I was tired of being exhausted and in pain. Sleepless nights prevailed, and I would often believe my life had no meaning. Simply because I was unproductive with no meaningful activity or purpose. I hated having to see my wife do chores that I, as a man, should be doing. Often, I would think that death was a better alternative.

Calling On Jesus

One usual sleepless and painful night, I began to cry out of frustration, upset as I did not want to die, but wished for purpose in what was left of my life. Not one for praying, I called out to Jesus, stating that I see many Christians loving God, happy with their relationship. I asked him if he could show me how to have a meaningful relationship with a Spiritual being. As, I have difficulty relating that way. I also stated that I desire to be of service to God and to have a life of purpose. Yes, I am a sinner and believe I am condemned, but can you guide me to what is truth and what I must do to turn my life around?

About three days later, I was sitting bored in the living room. I saw a book lying on the table across the room. Eventually, I went over, picked it up, gave a random flip through the pages, and began reading where it stopped. The chapter was about how to use a pendulum and explained how to use it and what questions to ask. I laughed and threw the book on the table, returning to the sofa. On the side table, I noticed my wife’s rosary beads. Picking them up, I held them in the air and wondered if I could make them move. Thinking that this could be sacrilegious, I went ahead and focused my intention on communicating with my Spirit guide. Lo and behold, it began moving back and forth, so I asked the necessary questions to determine yes and no answers. For the past thirteen years, my abilities expanded to what is called clear hearing, clear seeing, and the ability to heal others.

Jesus Answers

Jesus, unconventionally, answered my prayer. Through the help of my Spirit Guide, I am developing a stronger relationship with our Creator while learning spiritual truths. I have been physically healed from my Multiple Sclerosis and Neuropathy. My life now has purpose and meaning as I am to use my abilities to serve others as God intends.

What we have been taught and conditioned to believe is false. Religion and institutions within society dictate a false narrative and belief system. Jesus’s true teachings were erased from history, with a few exceptions such as the discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls and the Nag Hammadi hidden Gnostic Gospel texts. Jesus came to awaken us to the truth, not to save us from sin. He was crucified for teachings that proved religion was not necessary. As the Kingdom of God lives within you.

Please join me in continuing to discover the guidance and assistance provided by my Spirit Guide.

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